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Awkward

by Greg Whitney

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1.
Ghost 05:19
And this is the failure that haunts me the most I’ll walk right through you I’m a ghost I’m a ghost I don’t need sleep I’ll sacrifice these nights to the lord TV And I can hear it speak to me it whispers This is how it’s meant to be And now I spend my days so aimlessly Cause I cannot approach what it showed to me And I can feel a loneliness that lingers Pull me towards reality And if the lights go out and I start hearing voices I’ll hardly be surprised Because I’m feeling rather ethereal tonight And if I’m over come by the silent forces And dragged into the night Know this has nothing to do with you I was a willing sacrifice and I Traded my powers of communication To glide out of your life Know this is the failure that haunts me the most Oh I’ll walk right through you I’m a ghost You know that text I didn’t read Did you really think you’d hear from me And if I’m feeling left alone it figures That my responsibility And I guess that I didn’t see All the harm my reservations bring And if I let this vacuum get much bigger It surely will devour me But if the pictures fall off the walls And you can see the poltergeist I’ll send my greetings to you from the other side And I’m only terrified of the monster until I see em Cause once they jump on screen they’re not as awful as I’d expect And I’ve been running my whole life From that moment of disclosure Sitting anticipating a future of regret But I’m getting there fine on my own And if a chill goes down your spine And I start running for my life I think it’s safe to say I wasted all your time
2.
In The Way 04:12
If there's a way out I didn't see it cause I was in the way now I didn't hear you cause I was singing too loud I gotta get out get out of the WAY Way now And you were way down I didn't help you cause i was feelin too proud I wouldn't give up my place in the new crowd new crowd Cause I was feelin way way down 1993 it was a special year for me Cause half the year i wasn't born then my parents set me free they say Welcome to the world now it's revolving around me I cannot get out of the way cause I'm the way its gotta be Everybody sees things differently The world didn't get up and live for me But this ego it just comes so easily The world's in my way get out of my way No everyone here gets a part of me I'm not the point even partially Right from the start i'll be Pointing away like an arrow in archery Blood in an artery Flows from my heart i'll be Out of time to see life so selfishly now Maybe I just need pride to take a leap down It's a part of me and probably I want everyone here to be proud of me False modesty it's a policy I just praise myself more silently And i gotta I gotta be The picture of dichotomy Cause the face I show is selfless but I hide the selfish part of me Oh i can't believe you'd be leaving me out I just gotta leave room for everyone else It's a problem problem oh i know it Gotta get out of the gotta get out of the way
3.
OK 02:08
I just needed everyone to be OK I just needed everyone to be OK Not because I really care Oh cause I’m no saint I just needed I just needed this to be OK Didn’t recognize your face how uncomfortable Didn’t know what to say that’s uncomfortable Can I just run away I’m uncomfortable I was hoping that it wouldn’t show Couldn’t take back the words once I let em go Never say Never say Never say Never say what I said unacceptable It’s a crash, it’s a burn, it’s a record broke I was hoping that it wouldn’t show I’ve been living with this poison poison I’ve been running like the know my voice and I’ve been looking for you name inside my head I haven’t found it yet I just needed everyone to be OK I just needed everyone to be OK Oh I can’t believe that I forgot your name I just needed I just needed this to be OK I just needed everyone to be OK I just needed everyone to be OK Not because I really care Oh cause I’m no saint I just needed I just needed this to be OK I just needed everyone to be OK I just needed everyone to be OK I just needed everyone to be OK I just needed I just needed this to be OK
4.
I’m not quite what I was Cause I thought I knew the problems But I was so wrong because I overlooked the pain that I was causing I used to say all we need is a little more faith All we need is a little more progress I used to say let me see, pack me up, let me go I was bold I was blind I was faultless Where’s the problem let me fix it I take it back I didn’t wanna know But every word you say just makes me more responsible Speaking form experience I know That my experience is small I couldn’t run away, couldn’t change my mind Couldn’t make it seem like all of this was not my fault But these days I’ve given up Just stay home and save the effort Cause I was not strong enough To comprehend your pain to feel the pressure I used to say all we need is a little more faith All we need is a little more progress But now I’m stuck in a rut with a ghost and a saint Wonder where the world went without us Without us I take it back I didn’t wanna know But every word you say just makes me more responsible Speaking form experience I know That my experience is small I couldn’t run away, couldn’t change my mind Couldn’t make it seem like all of this was not my fault And every word I’d call myself Makes a steady contribution To the pain and the oppression I’ve never felt I’m just another rich, white, man Asserting the power and the privilege that I control On everybody else Oh the secrets that I’ve learned about myself I take it back I didn’t wanna know But every word you say just makes me more responsible Speaking form experience I know That my experience is small I couldn’t run away, couldn’t change my mind Couldn’t make it seem like all of this was not my fault
5.
Constant 05:28
All I know of strength is all the strength I saw in you I know I’ll carry it through every lesson All I know of grace is everything I took from you And you keep breaking though And all that I could ever hope to be Is near as good as you were to me So thanks, thanks for the rides Thanks for the patience with my constant complaining And thanks, thanks for the days for the years spent waiting on me Whether I was sick or I was sad or I was happy Maybe I was doing just fine You were there you are a constant in my life Constant sacrifice All I need you gave to me and added so much more I’d need another hundred songs to say it All you’ll do and all you’ve done before A song could not explore And all that I could ever hope to be Is near as good as you were to me So thanks, thanks for the rides Thanks for the patience with my constant complaining And thanks, thanks for the days for the years spent waiting on me Whether I was sick or I was sad or I was happy Maybe I was doing just fine You were there you are a constant in my life Constant sacrifice And over all these years I never had to wonder Whether I was valued or I was loved If there’s a gift to give Then that’s the best there is What every other gift is an image of So thanks, thanks for the rides Thanks for the patience with my constant complaining And thanks, thanks for the days for the years spent waiting on me Whether I was sick or I was sad or I was happy Maybe I was doing just fine You were there you are a constant in my life Of love and sacrifice
6.
I guess I never said I’m sorry I never wanted you to know And I guess that this was on me I never wanted it show I guess I never said Wait before we start how long will it take Cause I really kinda feel like I was doin real great I don’t stress anymore after seeing your face If you think I don’t care that’s okay If I’m gone if I’m gone its vacation If I stay away for to long that’s my patience Go and settle down and move on I can wait some Go and settle down and move on its okay cause I was never here and I would never really listen And I never paid attention to another proposition I was sure I was solo I was set that the vision but If you still insist here’s the conditions I don’t ever need another face to voice the opposition I don’t ever buckle up cause I avoid all the collisions I don’t ever let the key even get close to the ignition I don’t let the key even get close to the ignition If I’m gone If I’m gone I was faking If I stay away for too long I was wasting Every shot we had at some real communication I always avoid communication I guess I never said I’m sorry I never wanted you to know And I guess that this was on me I never wanted it show I guess I never said sorry I guess I never said sorry I guess I never said Wait cause I just started running away Casue I was sure that we all just needed a break And I don’t stress anymore after leaving this place If you think I don’t care I can change But I’ll just wait and make another stupid mistake I’m another lost cause I’m another blank face I’m a wraith and I couldn’t stop haunting this place I guess I could just float away If I’m gone if I’m gone its vacation If I stay away for to long that’s my patience Go and settle down and move on I can wait some Go and settle down and move on its okay cause If I’m gone If I’m gone I was faking If I stay away for too long I was wasting Every shot we had at some real communication I always avoid communication I guess I never said I’m sorry I never wanted you to know And I guess that this was on me I never wanted it show I guess I never said sorry I guess I never said sorry I guess I never said
7.
Ok (Reprise) 00:25
I just needed everyone to go away I just needed everyone to go away I just needed everyone to go away I just needed I just needed you to go away
8.
1600 04:23
I’ll wait 5 long months for you at the airport And I know summer will drag by cause I’ve got something on my mind I lost myself a little more than I care for Now I’ll just reminisce and sigh Cut my hair leave me behind And I know oh I know It wont be this time I close my eyes to settle my mind and let go I’ll try to forget it this time but I know that I wont Well how am I supposed to sleep When every time I close my eyes you’re staring at me I still check my phone but what is it there for I guess this blank screen it’s all right But it’s just playing with my mind My thoughts lately have taken leave of their home port To travel 1600 miles To just imagine you and smile And I know oh I know it won’t be this time I close my eyes to settle my mind and let go I’ll try to forget it this time but I know that I wont Well how am I supposed to sleep When every time I close my eyes you’re staring at me I left my heart in your pocket I’ll live here without it I spend all these days now just hoping you found it My heart your pocket do you want it I doubt And if I move on I’ll just move on without it My Heart your pocket its beat it has sounded Know every second that’s passed has been counted My hear your pocket I’ll live here without I spend all these days now just hoping you found it my heart your pocket I’ll live here without it I spend all these days now just hoping you found it My heart your pocket do you want it I doubt And if I move on I’ll just move on without it My Heart your pocket its beat it has sounded Know every second that’s passed has been counted My hear your pocket I’ll live here without I spend all these days now just hoping you found it I close my eyes to settle my mind and let go I’ll try to forget you this time but I know that I won’t That I won’t I close my eyes to settle my mind and let go I’ll try to forget you this time but I know that I wont Well how am I supposed to sleep When every time I close my eyes you’re staring at me You’re staring at me Well how am I supposed to sleep When every time I close my eyes you’re staring at me
9.
The same chords seemed better then The same words just better friends It’s too hard to begin again Forget the start skip straight to the bitter end It’s a ghost town it’s the last light It’s the same song for the fifth time And I’ll work hard get the words right Put a show on for the street signs Cause shot gun is empty There’s a phantom in the front seat Reminding me of the friends who sat there last The things that I would give to bring that back The same chords seemed better then The same words just better friends It’s too hard to begin again Forget the start skip straight to the bitter end The same chords seemed better then The same words just better friends It’s too hard to begin again Forget the start skip straight to the bitter end And I found that I don’t mind If a song’s good and it seems fine Cause people make a song mine Make the words count make it feel right A bad song together I’d say it’s always better Than singing all alone in a car somewhere I got the words right but no one’s even there The same chords seemed better then The same words just better friends It’s too hard to begin again Forget the start skip straight to the bitter end The same chords The same chords seemed better then The same words The same words just better friends It’s too hard It’s too hard So I wont start no I wont start again This was for you, for you, for you I spent the last whole year Just thinking about my problems about where I should go But it felt like a decade it felt like forever Cause time passes slower on your own And Ultra Light Beam was for you and not for me But I learned it anyways cause it meant some thing And I’ll find the fun in anything There’s someone to love in everything And it’s a sad life till you realize There’s someone to love in everything

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released September 30, 2018

Mixed and Mastered by RJ Barnett

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Greg Whitney Manchester, Connecticut

Pop? Alternative Pop? Pop Rock? Who knows? Greg Whitney is a songwriter from the Boston area. His songs are relatable and invite you to participate. If you're awkward and you know it sing along!

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